• Etterra
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    5 months ago

    Motivation. I lost it some time around 2015 and have been kinda just killing time before death ever since.

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        5 months ago

        Yeah, but hobbies cost money and SSDI is barely enough to scrape on by.

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          5 months ago

          Not really. I’ve been geocaching and that’s pretty much a free hobby. Hiking and birdwatching is pretty much free too. There are plenty of free hobbies out there.

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        5 months ago

        Oh I’ve been suffering suicidal ideation and depression since like age 7. 2015 is just when the Trump catastrophe made landfall.

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          Age 7, that’s very early. My son is 6 and a half. I’d be heartbroken if I found out he had those kinds of thoughts.

          I’m sorry you have had to and are still going through that. I really hope the best for you. The world really isn’t offering much positivity right now for people suffering from depression and such illnesses, and it hasn’t been for some time. 😐

          Love you. Take care. 🌊🌳🪺🏞️