• @HasturInYellow@lemmy.world
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    171 day ago

    My earliest (or one of) memory is of me when. I was 6 with a steak knife pointed at my jugular crying and trying to will up the courage to do it.

    Things I did not improve greatly from there. I remember very little of my childhood or really any part of my life. Bits and pieces here and there.

    Guys, I don’t want to jump to conclusions, but I think I might be depressed.

    • @FordBeeblebrox@lemmy.world
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      116 hours ago

      Dunno where you reside and the legality but psilocybin and ketamine have been showing wonderful results in depression and are becoming more available in a medical setting. I’ve done a few K sessions at a local clinic and I won’t say it’s fixed my depression but I do find it easier to look at things glass half full, highly recommend.

    • @P4ulin_Kbana@lemmy.eco.br
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      51 day ago

      I seriously advise you to get professional help. This doesn’t sounds very healthy, maybe you should get this checked with a therapist. I hope you find peace on your life. Please take care.