Dk the correct place to post this but……Yh

I feel like 💩 everyday. The ugly duckling out of my sisters. The freak of the family.

I hate feeling too ugly to actually do anything everyday. See anyone one…and like I’m just wasting my life away

I hope I get approved for it. It feels a bit like The Substance and that movie freaked me out.

Any info on the topic would be helpful especially if you have personal experience or are in a similar boat.

Edit: a few months ago I was talking with my brother who’s a couple yrs younger about taking testosterone cuz I saw a video of a gym girl saying she’d taken it and thought it might help me and he said best not to cuz once you take it you can never say you’re “natty”…

  • Jake Farm@sopuli.xyz
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    12 days ago

    Sounds like depression, ngl. Did you have your hormone levels checked and they are low? As someone how has struggled with depression for a while there has been no magic bullet and it kind of seems like you think there is. Maybe all your suffering is due to one single cause but…

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      12 days ago

      Just messaged my gp last night about getting them checked.

      Yh…I’m just hoping and willing to try this. If it can make assigned males at birth look and feel like women then I’m sure it will have a positive effect on me you know?

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        12 days ago

        Just make sure you don’t skip steps. Therapy is very important and mental health is a powerful thing and effects out entire perception of reality.