They’re insecure mate, always needing to compare. I’m the same, I’m not gonna be in a relationship unless I feel love. The act of wanting to get physical, where the body moves on its own and you need to specifically stop the body from moving to not, rather than put effort to move… the feeling is mutual when it comes. I’ve personally not felt it and won’t engage in a sexual relation until I do.

If anything you seem happier than them from the description, however incomprehensible that may seem from the content of your post. People generally do not behave that way, going out of the way to make a point that they are in a good place in life, even more so showing that they are better than others, if their own lives are not secretly unhappy wrecks and they’re too embarrassed to work on it… instead choosing to fool others and themselves.

If it were me, I’d cut off contact pretty much immediately and even advise you to do the same, though in most cases people do in fact stay around regardless.

This one was not my thing but thanks for the suggestion anyway.

I’ll take a look at these as well, I haven’t read these

That’s fine, I’m actually reading these for the story. I was looking for manhwa to have a break spell from the bad luck with webnovels where were not erotic focussed (but did have some decent love parts initially, the last one) and the first one which caught my eye turned out to be a pornhwa. I had bad luck there too… but from there I came and made this post. After all good depictions of love are also quite decent to read.

Thank you for your suggestion. That instance aside, and after-chapter panels which display the scary thoughts of the team, it turned out to be a decent read at least till the latest chapter. I will cautiously go back from time to time to take in the new chapters as well… cautiously because it really seems that the ‘team’ wants to do ‘that’ stuff which would make me feel a bit sick.

chapter 33/34. It had the same creepy instance I mentioned above. The assault and cut off for half of the next chapter where two other people are having fun, and they continue that bit again. For what? To build tension? Why… the only intention is to perhaps ‘enjoy’ that whether they are going to be violated or not, no? I don’t enjoy it. It troubles me.

That was my rant. I was a little annoyed (by that, not by you).

In that case there will probably be no problem

Thanks for the suggestions. I’m going to sleep now but will check if there are more replies when I wake up. If any of these I find good from start to end, it’ll be one I re-read from time to time, it is worth doing. Thank you for your suggestions.

I haven’t tried it. Worth checking then. Thank you.

Looks good from chapter 1. I like it. I’ll see further.

I will need to check it myself to get a feel of it… thanks for the suggestion. I will not know about the nature of the violent sex (the term can have a few meanings) but I’ve been looking around anyway and this one provides a clear name for the list. I will check it.