Squished Fly (she/they)

You’re cute! Remember this.

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Joined 9 months ago
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Cake day: February 28th, 2024

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  • Some more alternatives to common tracker filled stuff:

    • Google play store -> F-Droid (specific open scpurce apps)
    • Google play store -> Aurora store (gets apps from google)
    • YouTube/Soundcloud -> Newpipe (integrated adblock)
    • google maps -> OpenStreetsMap (website) or OsmAnd (android)
    • amazon -> your local store, pay in cash

    More browsers:

    • Waterfox (cut down version of Firefox) (Linux, Windows, android)
    • duckduckgo (android)

    Search engines:

    • Startpage
    • duckduckgo
    • brave

    Cheaper alternatives to Proton (if you pay): VPN:

    Mail:

    • tuta
    • mailinator (for creating temporary spam mails) (free)


  • I probably just experienced the worst week in a long while…

    My insomnia is getting bad enough that my sleep meds don’t work, I had a massive panic attack in the middle of a train station (couldn’t breathe properly and move and stuff) and just sobbed on the floor for 10 minutes without anyone giving a shit about me and me continuing to cry for 3 hours after coning home.

    Then I found out that we’re being kicked out of our home soon and then I had a reeeaallyyy rough meeting with my boss which led me to cry for another 15 minutes at work (I was alone in the office at that point since I had so much work that I had to do ~10h of overtime despite being employed full time already).

    Then when the week was finally over and I thought that it can’t get any worse, my dad called me and told me that one of our cats died…

    And finally, the only thing I was looking forward to all week, an online event in a game. I wasn’t able to join because fuck if I know.

    Life just hated me for 7 days in a row but I’m still standing. Probably because I did the best decision ever and took an emotional support plushie with me to work.

    I’m still standing!






  • Have you always been injecting it? Maybe our body just doesn’t work with it…

    I’m not a medical professional but I could see a case where your body processes your injected estrogen too quickly leading to big and constant hormone fluctuations. Don’t really know too much about what that would do to your body but it would make sense for your psyche to suffer a lot from it.

    Edit: if you don’t want to / can’t get pills, you could try doing 1/4 your current dosage every other day and see how that turns out (if it’s even possible with your type if syringe (DON’T REUSE THEM!!))