I will delete my account around this week. While I had the best time on here with this account so far, I am beginning to feel the serotonin kick turn into addiction. I also don’t wanna become a famous poster, for a host of reasons. I will return eventually, but it’s best to end this run and say goodbye for now.

I am experiencing improved short term memory to a degree that is surprising me. Small things like clearly remembering what I did yesterday, seeing a five digit code for a second and being able to reproduce it. Time perception has also changed, The last three years were more or less a constant haze. Now moments feel “fuller”, less distant and foggy, but also not like “lost time”.

Nothing in my habits changed that much except maybe allowing for more “small luxuries” and not just eating bread, water and a vegan spread. I did significiantly improve my abilities in a language, that is the biggest difference, but only noticed it now, after the biggest period of learning has been over for some months

So while I am happy, I am confused about why this happened.

not all, but a bunch

Basically why people play Chat RP in MMORPGs

Revelation 18;23: "(…)

For your merchants were the great ones of the earth,

because all the nations were deceived by your sorcery.”

24 And there was found in her the blood of prophets and saints, and of all who had been slain on the earth

ابادات غير ححدودة على العالم الأول

إن يومنا فيقترب

عاشت الماوية التشينغية

I agree

I honestily didnt know that

I am not happy that it didnt work, so I will try again: To outsiders, it seems like my personality completely shifts, but I experience no significant breaks in memory or self-perception, as a rule

I have been told is a girl, my bad

tagging @AOCapitulator@hexbear.net coz they asked as well

Show it them anyway

dyspraxia can’t hurt me, those evas are gucci

Yeah, I will come back after reading some more stuff

I hate that blergh was taken by a chud from another instance, would be another banger name…

This is not meant as a rebuke or lecture, mostly thinking aloud.

I am unsure about reclaiming terms from the shitheads. I suppose it is necessary.

Arguments of positionality are a curse and there are counters to them, but they need to be expanded. For example, tokenism and showing how that person is harming their own group would be a start.

Fakeclaiming requires a lot of looking at individual cases to be even semi viable. It is in my experience mostly harmful.

Arguments should be dealt with in a principaled manner while recognizing identities in a way that stops presupposing that Identity X has a right to opinion Y, I think.

This is not meant as a diss, I just kinda feel tired being suspicious all the time and wanted to give some thoughts(funny thing for a 1 month account to say, but I have been around for some time, I just occassionally delete my acc bc of OPsec, believe me 🥺)

And thank you, wonderful poster

I appreciate your perspective. I do not share it, but I do understand why you would hold this view, even if there was no ableism at all or if we lived in an anti-ableist society. This is not about saying your wishes are rooted in false consciousness. This is meant to be making fun of people that despise us and actively participate in the system that keeps us down and those who suck up to them. If I hurt you, I would like to apologize.

For clarity’s sake, I am manically giggling to myself like a bunch of goblins