It’s among the many things in my apartment that I really wonder what guys think about.

When they fuck me, they’re walking into an art exhibit.

The mix is great.

The only time I’ve actually finished from vaginal was being whipped on a fucking machine. The sensations blend well together.

Only him that night. He’s one of my favorites, it feels mind blowing when he pins me down and breeds me. Sometimes he’ll flog me while he’s in me.

Look at my instance and account ;)

Not the person you asked, but the industry is horribly unethical. Pornhub hosted and made good money on CSAM.

Another aspect is the way things which are pretty intense and should only be happening in negotiated, BDSM contexts are presented as normal parts of sex. Choking is extremely fucking dangerous and really shouldn’t be done by anyone who doesn’t explicitly know what they are doing, but it’s treated as almost part of vanilla sex. Painful anal sex is treated as desirable.

I’ve had a lot of casual sex with men, and many many times these men have done things like spanked or choked me without consent, and I feel like in part that happens because it’s part of the sex script they learned from watching porn.

Also, so much of it seems to be from Eastern European countries where the women might be getting trafficked. You might recall that Andrew Tate’s grift, which he has passed on to others, was essentially forcing women to cam for him while he kept the money.

Like, I think porn can be done ethically. Conceivably, we could have a world where exhibitionists who are having fun are the only ones making porn - maybe if we had UBI and no one had to do it to survive. But that’s not the world we live in.

I wrote out a guide a while back which people seemed to appreciate.

Just put a little effort in it. If you want your dick to be admired, frame it in a way worth admiring.

It’s not really that far removed from flashing someone if it’s unsolicited. And - even as a guy who loves dick pics - no one is going to be enticed by a poorly lit picture of your dick held up next to a monster can in your bathroom. (What the hell is with the “over the toilet shot”? So gross.)

It’s hard because I still miss him and love him. It sometimes feels like it would have been easier if he had killed me, if I had died still believing that he loved me.

I went through therapy for a while, but it didn’t really help. I just really need something to replace the relationship - to feel loved and owned again. But finding a good lifestyle dom is really hard. I have a few guys I play with that will pat me on the head, tell me I’m doing a good job - I just need to extend that to other things. It’s so easy to find sex, but that comfort is more fleeting.

My ELO is 6969

My fucking machine is way better but also so goddamned LOUD. My neighbors probably do hear more than they want to as it is but that thing is ridiculous.

No, haven’t worked up the courage to yet. Easier to have fun at home.

Blankets over the top half. I’d love to build some kind of wooden bench set up to be a hole in the wall.

A lot depends though on how long each guy takes, their techniques and size. One of my regulars can go for a while, is pretty big, and jackhammers me to the point I collapse after. I usually need a break after him.

Usually the limiting factor is how many guys I can find that seem safe and polite. Anyone who pushes back on condoms or gives off a pushy vibe is a no go. I also don’t like to help people cheat if they tell me that’s what they’re doing. No one younger than ~24.

Other than that, taking cock is just something I like to do all of the time. If there was a way to wear something or mark myself for free use with no social consequences, I’d be happy for guys to just tap my shoulder for a quickie. I love guys using me to just jerk off.

A black one with a mouth hole. I usually keep my entire top half covered, but the hood is extra anonymity. I do enjoy giving head and having my face fucked, I just can’t do it for very long. My cunt is a little more forgiving.

Just the cunt. Some special friends get my mouth on occasion - I even have a hood for that purpose. But the real fun is letting guys use my cunt like a sleeve.

I had a couple take turns on me a month ago which was fun. I tried to get my two regulars who are allowed to go raw to do the same but they went one after another instead.

Love the shape of the head. Probably can feel it distinct from the shaft 🤤🤤

I had thirty over a 24 hour period once. Present to myself for my birthday. It was very fun. I was even sore the next few days, which never happens.

It’s a warm feeling of euphoric bliss. Head empty, no thoughts. I just feel good. I am a toy that men use to relieve themselves. There’s nothing I need to worry or stress about, I am fulfilling a role as a sperm receptacle.

I just had a guy finish. I told him he could be rough, he held my waist and forced me into himself. He repositioned my legs, forced me lower to the ground. I was nothing but the feeling of his balls slapping against me. When he pulled out, he came on my ass. I was nothing but a cunt wiggling in the air that he could mark as his. I am an instrument for pleasure. My body is useful because I have warm holes that make men feel good.

It helps me a lot with depression and motivation oddly enough. I have guys that use me on breaks from work or I know hit me up on harder days, and I like thinking that I made their day better. I also get a break from my own mind for a while.

So hard to organize though. Only had it a few times, guys get so insecure