I don’t really experience orgasms during (I’ll use my wand to get off afterwards) but I don’t really want to cum during. Feeling a guy finish while in me is far better than an orgasm.
Like, instead of orgasms, I’m seeking this kind of “sub space.” I become something that cis men use to get off, and it’s a state of mind that is so much better than an orgasm. I’ll fake it for guys to increase their enjoyment, but the physical sensation of orgasm is not what I’m seeking out at all. I can wand myself to orgasm whenever I want, but that feeling of presenting myself and taking a dick like it’s a wave pounding against me is better than any orgasm.
It’s a warm feeling of euphoric bliss. Head empty, no thoughts. I just feel good. I am a toy that men use to relieve themselves. There’s nothing I need to worry or stress about, I am fulfilling a role as a sperm receptacle.
I just had a guy finish. I told him he could be rough, he held my waist and forced me into himself. He repositioned my legs, forced me lower to the ground. I was nothing but the feeling of his balls slapping against me. When he pulled out, he came on my ass. I was nothing but a cunt wiggling in the air that he could mark as his. I am an instrument for pleasure. My body is useful because I have warm holes that make men feel good.
It helps me a lot with depression and motivation oddly enough. I have guys that use me on breaks from work or I know hit me up on harder days, and I like thinking that I made their day better. I also get a break from my own mind for a while.
That really does sound very thing-like. Thank your for your thorough answer, it’s really fascinating. Is it just your cunt by the way or are you a multi-hole thing?
Just the cunt. Some special friends get my mouth on occasion - I even have a hood for that purpose. But the real fun is letting guys use my cunt like a sleeve.
A black one with a mouth hole. I usually keep my entire top half covered, but the hood is extra anonymity. I do enjoy giving head and having my face fucked, I just can’t do it for very long. My cunt is a little more forgiving.
Your kink is so fascinating. Do you ever get off during the sessions?
I don’t really experience orgasms during (I’ll use my wand to get off afterwards) but I don’t really want to cum during. Feeling a guy finish while in me is far better than an orgasm.
Like, instead of orgasms, I’m seeking this kind of “sub space.” I become something that cis men use to get off, and it’s a state of mind that is so much better than an orgasm. I’ll fake it for guys to increase their enjoyment, but the physical sensation of orgasm is not what I’m seeking out at all. I can wand myself to orgasm whenever I want, but that feeling of presenting myself and taking a dick like it’s a wave pounding against me is better than any orgasm.
Can you describe how that subspace feels for you? Is it connected with your “thing” kink?
Sorry if I’m asking too much, feel free to tell me to bugger off.
It’s a warm feeling of euphoric bliss. Head empty, no thoughts. I just feel good. I am a toy that men use to relieve themselves. There’s nothing I need to worry or stress about, I am fulfilling a role as a sperm receptacle.
I just had a guy finish. I told him he could be rough, he held my waist and forced me into himself. He repositioned my legs, forced me lower to the ground. I was nothing but the feeling of his balls slapping against me. When he pulled out, he came on my ass. I was nothing but a cunt wiggling in the air that he could mark as his. I am an instrument for pleasure. My body is useful because I have warm holes that make men feel good.
It helps me a lot with depression and motivation oddly enough. I have guys that use me on breaks from work or I know hit me up on harder days, and I like thinking that I made their day better. I also get a break from my own mind for a while.
Sorry it took me so long to answer!
That really does sound very thing-like. Thank your for your thorough answer, it’s really fascinating. Is it just your cunt by the way or are you a multi-hole thing?
Just the cunt. Some special friends get my mouth on occasion - I even have a hood for that purpose. But the real fun is letting guys use my cunt like a sleeve.
Nice, what kind ofthood?
A black one with a mouth hole. I usually keep my entire top half covered, but the hood is extra anonymity. I do enjoy giving head and having my face fucked, I just can’t do it for very long. My cunt is a little more forgiving.
Oh, that’s interesting! What do you mean by covered? Just clothes or do you have some kind of setup where you are just a hole in the wall?